Monday, November 28, 2022

When The Light In Your Life Has Gone..

We always ask and pray for the best from Allah in every of our du'a.

But, are we ready for that? Are we ready to accept the best decision that Allah will give to us?

Will you be disappointed when the answer comes and it is not what you expect?

 Do you think that you know what the best for yourself?

I was questioning myself a lot since last October. When our mother finally passed away, leaving a mixed feeling and never ending loss. Now there's a hole that nothing can replace in my life. I never imagined before that it's gonna be this hard. Losing someone who used to do a very important role and always there in every moments in your life, was never easy. But it happened. Bahkan hingga saat ini untuk mengatakan bahwa Beliau sudah tidak ada, begitu berat. Sungguh teramat berat.

It was all started on mid July 2022.